there are just so many things going on at the same time. so many things to be said. so many things to be done.
maybe one day i will look back on this and laugh at what a fool i have been. maybe...
but now...
i am in a total mess. sorry for being so sensitive and rude. i really tried my best! and all i want to do is to convey that message. i obviously failed.
and the best thing. i could not see you even listening, i am kinda disappointed.... maybe you are too........
i am such a bitch right. just because i dont dare to say this outright.....
i fail as a person. i fail as a friend. i want to do better. i must do better right?
and btw i am not sad/angry/gone nuts.Labels: what can i say?